So, after a lot of stress, new hair colour and finding somewhere I can afford to live, I've done it! I have paid for the deposit and shall be moving in within the next few weeks. I've made myself proud a lot over the past few months, I've found my house, won an art competition, had a few jobs and best of all I've grown ever closer to my boyfriend.
I've finally found the me I want to be for the rest of time, I am happy almost all of the time and I really do not care about anyone's opinion, but mine, on myself. I am going out without being scared what people think of me, I dance without a care in the world (without the need to be drunk). The best part of all of it is that I know I make my boyfriend proud everyday and that never ceases to amaze me, I've always wanted to make at least one person proud at some point in my life and I can finally say that I've done that now. It feels so good!
Three weeks ago it was my birthday and I was upset the few days leading up to it, but it turned out to be a really good day. I was surprised with cards from home, two Harley Quinn comics and a Reading Festival ticket none the less! I will be seeing Metallica at the end of the month and I cannot wait, I will finally see my favourite band of all time with some amazing bands supporting throughout the day.
That is enough rambling from me one day, I wanted to express my new found happiness which is hopefully (keep your fingers crossed) here for good.
